Wow! It's been a year since my last post. I hit a hard wall of writer's block and just didn't have anything to lend. That was then.
It's been a good year. We've met some more incredible people who I just know were planted here for us. I have personally been on a journey with God for this last year. My OP (Original Pastor) haha Trent Renner used to say that God loves us just as we are but he loves us too much to allow us to remain as we are. That phrase has stuck with me and I definitely understand the immeasurable truth in that today. I was recently learning about some of the prophecies that were fulfilled in the life of Christ and realized that I don't really care about prophecy being fulfilled. I don't need that type of proof that God is real, Christ is the Messiah, died on a cross and rose from the dead. The proof, as they say, is in the pudding. The trick is not to put God in a box. What knowledge we have is so limited that we cannot even begin to understand His ways. All I know is that when I pray, when I release my (perceived) control, when I surrender to God, AMAZING things happen. My life is so much fuller, peaceful and joyful than it has been, maybe ever. I am a new person in Christ today and I am in the midst of a struggle. A journey that on some days, in some moments takes every ounce of strength I have but I am grateful - Yep, I can say that truthfully.- I am grateful for this difficult journey because without it I may never have started the journey to become the woman God intended me to be.
I'm also so incredibly lucky to have my best friend taking this journey with me. He doesn't always understand but he always seeks to understand and support me. We celebrated our 10 year wedding anniversary on the 4th of May. 10 crazy years. I can't imagine what the next 10 will bring. It will bring 4 of our 5 kids to graduation and the youngest into high school. I can't imagine how much gray hair I will have by then! Hopefully it will see us move one more time...to someplace perfect for us but beyond that I couldn't even begin to imagine what God has in store for us. It is so obvious...painfully obvious at times, that God has something he is preparing us for.
May 2nd was another anniversary we celebrated. Ricky & Becka have been with us for two years. At times it seems like just the blink of an eye and at others...well....I have MORE gray hair than I would like to admit. I can't believe how much they have grown up since last year.
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The kids sleeping quarters...see the river off to the left? |
May 11th was Ainsley's 9th birthday and we went camping on our anniversary (May 4) to celebrate. Chris now works for Schwan's Food Service and has a 4 day work week. With this particular schedule he gets a 4 day weekend every other weekend (Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday) and gets EVERY weekend off! So we took off on Friday afternoon, met a friend in Santa Fe and headed up to the Pecos River. What a beautiful place! We camped right on the river until Monday and even got hailed on. It reminded me of a little trip with some great friends at Blue River once... ;) Good times, Good memories, Good family and Good friends. What more can we ask for?
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Pecos - Just out side our camp |
Chris said the area looks just like where he and his family used to camp in the White Mountains in Arizona so you know he was....wait for it....a happy camper!
We had the lovely company of a skunk on Sunday night because I left out some dirty utensils -Well it started to hail! My momma didn't raise no fool...she taught me to get in out of the rain! lol - The skunk, by the way, is probably what ate the bananas we left out the night before...I know...you'd think we'd never been camping before...BUT in our defense it has been three years.
The kids went fishing...well we'll call it fishing...the water was running really fast so we didn't see any fish...although when I got Addie's line stuck in a tree it came back missing some bait...she figured a fish ate it! I think she enjoyed the fishing the most.
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Addie "fishing" & Christian doing what he does. :) |
I am looking forward to yet another crazy year as I will probably be home schooling Ricky or something of the sort. I've just figured out that when a child is behind there is nobody in the system that has the time to help and sometimes we just have to take it into our own hands. God has lead me to believe, in a big way, that this is what I am supposed to do so I will be obedient even though I've always said I could never home school my kids...I'd probably kill them...oh wait! Dang! Never....NEVER NEVER NEVER say Never. Another example...God has a sense of humor.